let's resurrect the dead lamb
Sunday, September 20, 2009
actually, it's more of the little girl who's pulling the dead lamb, the little girl who got caught in such a busy, sometimes apathetic, often pathetic, but still uber duber life. It's definitely been awhile. The 'thing' with Non ended a long time ago(a year or so?) and I've found someone special - I think I may have already mentioned it before, but anyway...and school's been tough, definitely not how I envisioned it to be...I really must have had an inflated ego hiding somewhere. Reading my posts before my senior year in HS ended made me nostalgic, and made me feel the irony of things....a few months (amounting now to a year++) ago, I was getting ready to start a new chapter in my life, and to end a bittersweet(more sweet :P)phase, now I'm in my second year (almost half of that) in college, and I'm worrying about the possibilty of failing, not maintaing my scholarship, getting delayed, not continuing med. Time flies so fast, and the tables--rather the wheels, turn faster. Cannot keep up with all this angular accelaration and momentum operating! Kidding...but, that'as just it...we are in a constant (insert word-can't remember, probably moment NOOOO) of flux - I remember now, state...that's the word hahahaa Let's not let our lives spin out of control.
I'm hoping the next time I read this entry, I'll be back on top again, at least standing firmly on what I want to have done. go go go me, us , everyone! think positive, and continue reading "The 7 Habits of Highly Effective Teens" - BUY NOW kidding. But it's a really good book, the only thing left to do is read it, and more importantly, apply it to life.
ciao
Labels: college, life, update
--Angel-HAD a little lamb--
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